Mercy.. (poetry)

These knots inside my head,Tighten and worsen .Into an even bigger mess .Winding through,Just like the demons that Spread. The fire that once burned in my heart..Now spits out the ash Going a step ahead,Burning my soul apart.It’s a tornado of thoughts,Of pain,Of stress I wonder who ever could’ve cursed me Who I ever wronged Or whom I must’ve Hurt To be condemned in such ways;To become deserving of this painI wish I could meet Them I’d ask for forgiveness;I’d beg for their Mercy. I don’t care what they’d think.Or what others would sayI just want this misery to come to an end.For this pain to go away